Thanks Kak Leena. I feel so much better after letting everything out. Ahahahaha. Sometimes, i just don't understand myself. I bet, Syae, Euis and myself have the same goal which is to go to University no matter how long it takes. I feel so bad cause mum always want me to be like my cousins. They are all in express stream (FYI). Mum always compare me and that makes me want to prove it to her that i can do it. I think i follow mum's side. My cousin have the same standard as me. With my current results, i think i'll ended up in ITE but again, i think i can continue to Secondary 5 to complete my O levels. Ahahahahaha. If i only put in more effort to it. Mama wouldn't like me going to ITE. I wouldn't want to disappoint mama. Sometimes when i think over about it, i want to be myself and do what i like but i don't think mama will like it the way or who i want to be. I'm all screwed up. Sometimes, i compare myself to Hafiz. Why can he score great results when he don't even attend any tuition? He rarely do revision but still he can score A1-B3 for every subject. Ahahahahaha. But i have to admit that he's a hardworking guy and that's why he can score good grades for his exams. But with all the problems that he face as in family problems and such, he still can make it through. (I envy him). Ahahahaha. Again, i'm proud that he's my boyfriend. Ahahahahha. (insertsmileyfacehere). I'm in desperate for CASH. Will be helping Kak Leena with her work this Monday and i'm being paid. Aahahaha. Alhamdulillah. Rezeki aku. Today, i skipped art class again and i headed home. I was so tired and yeah, i slept all afternoon. Grrr. I feel so emotional right now and i have no idea why. Period's coming so yeah it must be it. My MOODSWING. Ahahahaha. And again, i suppose to be on Hiatus. My english sucks so hard. Damn it. Euis, help me improve my english!! I need someone as my punching bag right now. (Sigh).