Our 2nd year anniversary was yesterday and insyallah, we will be celebrating tomorrow. It's a little bit late but it's all right. Panel meeting was fine. Euis's mum took over my mum's place cause mum didn't want to go for that stupid meeting. She wasn't feeling well and she threw up 3 times and i swear her face was damn pale. So yeah, i called brother to come home quick to bring her to the doctor but she refused. Get well soon, ma! I love you.

Anyway, thanks a lot to Cik Netty for the kind help and your wonderful advices and thanks for letting Euis to be a good friend of mine. (laughs). Insyallah, i will try my best to make my mum proud of me. She always put high hopes on me and she really want me to end up in University and not into 'U-never-study'. I really have to work extra hard and i shall not get distracted by my classmates. I believe that i can do it. Like what Cik Netty said "Malaysia boleh, kita pun boleh". (laughs).

Ma, i want you to be proud of me oneday. I'm tired of seeing you being disappointed. I really want to see that smile on your face, again. I will do my best to reach my goals. I want my family to be proud of me. Whether it's a longer route or a shorter route, i promise to end up in University, insyallah. With the support from dearest family and friends, i know i can do it. No failure only learning expreriences and if i can't then i must.

(Insertsmileyfacehere). I want to be the best in my family. I want to be someone and not noone. I want to always be with my family and friends. It takes me years to realise that studies are very very very important and without anything, i go nowhere. I want to grow into a strong and a sucess lady who can lead a better life. Euis, take note of this. I want you to remind me that i can push myself to be a better person.

[On Hiatus `till end of N levels].

Wish me luck,
Ika.