Saturday, March 8, 2008
I'm not in the good term with my family especially with my mum.
I don't think we understand or know each other well.
I don't share my problems with her and same goes to her.
They are doing the same thing to me like what they did to kakak.
I'm disappointed with my results and i don't wish to talk about it.
I don't have anybody to talk to. Girlfriends are busy with their stuffs.
Hafiz, busy going out with his friends. We hardly talk to each other now.
The reason is because he's staying at his sister's place
which means he can't use the phone. Plus he's refusing to add his credits. *Sigh*
Everything is in mess. I'm tired of everything.
I feel like running away from all these shits but at the same time i think it's silly.
Tell me how i can do better? I can't even help myself.
I'm not a positive thinker and i think i suck.
DAMN IT!
Honestly, i envy everyone who did better than me; in life and in academic.
Haah! For a moment, i feel like so emo.
I'm trying to cheer myself up since i have no one to rely on, right at this moment.
And i think this is the stupidest post, ever!
Labels: Grounded
