Tuesday, February 12, 2008
GORILLAMONKEY-ERS!I've been spending six hours doing my art and obviously my mind is not working.
Art is a nightmare and i feel like dropping the subject but i dont want to.
Somewhat, i'll try my best to keep myself proud. I'll find a way.
But the only way is to strive harder. Only one observation is done and there's more to go.
People say art is the easiest subject to pass.
I must say, it's easy when you have the talent and you enjoy drawing.
I took art because i thought it was one of the easiest subject to pass.
I ever score a distinction for art but then, the duration and work given was pretty easy.
I think i will lose some my hair after n level examination.
I feel like crying. I'm so fucked up with my art.
It didn't turned up well like how i expected it to be.
Gee, my body aches like hell and i need some sleep.
But then again, i need to finish my art prep work and show it to Mdm Fazelah.
I didn't do well like how she expected me to be and she was mad at me for that.
My apology. How hard i try to squeeze my brain, the idea won't pop up.
I'm taking a time break and hopefully, i can finish up the other 3 by tomorrow.
Well, i don't care what's gonna happen in school but i want my prep work to be done!
Syahirah, help me yeah? LOL. We are in the same situation. *Boo for us*
Yay for Hazwani and Rafika. They did quite well for their art.
They are very consistant. Especially Hazwani. She put in 100% in her work.
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I wouldn't want to post about yesterday's happening.
I just hope we are alright. I know things may not be same.
The best way is for me to give in, which i have already did.
I don't want to be the cause of all this.
Dear friends[boyfriends&girlfriends],
Starting from today, i won't be talking to any of you unless its necessary.
You talk, i talk. You shut up, i shut up. *So broken english*
Whatever it is, forgive me if i ever hurt you people's feelings.
Things will never be the same. I'm sorry. I think that's the best way for me.
With love, Ika.
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